Staring blankly at monitor, back to work and normal routine, this sucks. Now that I started drawing again I'd like to have more time to myself, but I waste it instead. At least I'm not getting killed by jealousy towards animu and other people # of pageviews like I was used to years ago, and forcing myself drawing with that style.
My will to draw is strong right now and made me quit Aion, some MMORPG I started in September. Or maybe I'm just too old to start over; or it's because I still feel badly injured by what happened in Final Fantasy XI.
I lost so many friends there for reasons I still don't know.
Been trying to lose weight for year but I'm starting to think I'll never be able to do so

I lost a total of 11 kg but I'm not able to go further like my doctor planned, but I hate seeing myself at mirror everytime I dress up or go bathroom. I hate myself and cannot help with it. Cursing myself everytime I go cosplay looking crap and I keep doing the same error over and over.
I started Medic props but why ? I should stay away from cosplaying in general.

That's how Ubersaw looks right now :/
But.Thanks for being awesome. I feel insanely in bad mood but all you crazy DA peeps are helping me so much with comments, chattings and whatnot, thank you <3
I'd like to say something to each of you but would be an endless list >3
You make my life better.
And thanks =
AgentMoore for coloring a pic of mine for me^^
CommissionsI
do take commissions, just not yet "officially". Note me for infos and prices!
My two awesome muses
Art for me
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